Yes my journal was dead for so long time but it's alive right now.
I finally get job as a junior bookkeeper (well I don't know if this word is the right one). I am excited even this is absolutely not my dream job. At least I'll get some money x3. I don't have time for almost anything just job. It's little bit depressing for someone who used to be online all day long and can draw, watch whatever he wants and especially go to bet in the late late night or morning xD.

I also decided to reorganise my closet. I can't have in my wardrobe just one style like some people I know, I would like to have there part of victorian like clothes, lolita clothes and gyaru also... (and finally not allowed my mother to buy me things without my permision xD) All of those clothes must be sexy, elegant, romantic or cute. I absolutely hate things which are just practical but it seems that for example clothing for sports (I have because of my dear boyfriend who likes skiing and hiking) can't be cute or anything... I hate sport designs so much... bleh

Well I have a lot another things to do, like write some articles for our local lolita e-magazine. Normally I would not do this because I think that my writing are very hard to read because of my weird composition, but one of my friend ask me to do so so I will...

so have a nice weekend ^_^

first time meme for Damien

Damien, Gabriel and Venea in Rivendel

my angel...