Hello!
I know that my dev page is so dead and I am sorry for it... but I can´t help it...
Actually I am too lazy to draw anything more than just sketch... when I have a need to draw I am allways satisfied with just rough drawing on my desk here in office... but still more people like my photos so what... noone care about drawings... hmm with my photos... maybe in the end of this month there is a lolita meeting in Prague so propably I will have some photos from this occasion.... and If a like them I will post them here... so simple xD




<sub>1.[ ] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing.
2. [ ] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development".
3. [ ] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet".
4. [x] You only draw faces.
5. [x] You always draw faces at the same direction.
6. [x] The proportion is awful.
7. [x] Every character looks the same.
8. [x] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters. (so true... X_x)
9. [ ] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.
10. [ ] "Sketch? Who cares about that?"
11. [x] You only draw sketches. (well.... yes -_-)
12. [ ] What's a LAYER???
13. [x] You always draw one character. (mostly...)
14. [x] You always draw characters in same angle.
15. [x] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression.
16. [x] You couldn't draw characters with movement.
17. [x] You barely draw feet. (what about hands...)
18. [x] You can't draw figures from high or low angles. (well I never tried)
19. [ ] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.
20. [ ] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract.
21. [x] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction. (it´s true -_-)
22. [x] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters. (hmmm)
23. [ ] You can only draw cute characters. (I can´t I don´t think my chibis are cute)
24. [ ] You can only draw handsome characters. (I can draw only ugly characters...)
25. [x] Hands is your nightmare.
26. [x] Your character's hands are always hidden behind. (that or I just cut the hand of the character of adn add some blood xDDD)
27. [x] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty. (this!)
28. [ ] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye. (no I like to draw eyes...)
29. [ ] Your works are always asymmetrical.
30. [ ] Line art only = Finished piece.
31. [x] Rough sketch only = Finished piece (most of that xD)
32. [ ] You have no anatomical knowledge. (I have but... I can´t draw it xD I just allways know that it´s wrong )
33. [ ] You only draw eyes.
34. [ ] Character's hand and eyes are huge.
35. [ ] You're poor in drawing the position of boobs. (propably not? xD)
36. [ ] Your artworks are free from all logic. Awkward anatomy and proportion.
37. [x] You lose confidence when other people's works look great. (I allways stop think about myself like an artist...)
38. [ ] You think they are genius when they come up with satisfied quality.
39. [x] You collect other people's works as practice references but you actually collect them as a collection. (well I do)
40. [x] While drawing, you easily lose patience and go do something else. (eeeeeem it´s happen often to me...)
41. [ ] Tablet is your god item. (I don´t have one and I love pencils!)
42. [ ] You regain confidence when other people's works look crappy than yours.
43. [x] You are more than willing to draw but you lose the spirit so easily. (true)
44. [ ] You completely lose the confidence when you see the works of true genius.
45. [ ] You draw once a month or even once a year. (ye)
46. [ ] You get mad when their favorite artists are being lazy. (no?)
47. [ ] When you draw hentai art, you end up drawing grotesque horror pictures because their proportion is so fucking awful.
48. [x] You don't even have faith in yourself.
49. [x] You can't even draw since the beginning.
50. [ ] You realized there are problems and know where to fix but you never do.</sub>

24/50..... just awesome...

first time meme for Damien

Damien, Gabriel and Venea in Rivendel

my angel...

a lot of lolita art

Yes my journal was dead for so long time but it's alive right now.
I finally get job as a junior bookkeeper (well I don't know if this word is the right one). I am excited even this is absolutely not my dream job. At least I'll get some money x3. I don't have time for almost anything just job. It's little bit depressing for someone who used to be online all day long and can draw, watch whatever he wants and especially go to bet in the late late night or morning xD.

I also decided to reorganise my closet. I can't have in my wardrobe just one style like some people I know, I would like to have there part of victorian like clothes, lolita clothes and gyaru also... (and finally not allowed my mother to buy me things without my permision xD) All of those clothes must be sexy, elegant, romantic or cute. I absolutely hate things which are just practical but it seems that for example clothing for sports (I have because of my dear boyfriend who likes skiing and hiking) can't be cute or anything... I hate sport designs so much... bleh

Well I have a lot another things to do, like write some articles for our local lolita e-magazine. Normally I would not do this because I think that my writing are very hard to read because of my weird composition, but one of my friend ask me to do so so I will...

so have a nice weekend ^_^

first time meme for Damien

Damien, Gabriel and Venea in Rivendel

my angel...

Yay! My lolita (ita xD) friends are going to visit me tomorow... I wonder if we all get drunk xD I don't think so... I don't have there my precious boyfriend so I have to come home all by myself... and I don't money of course... >_> but still I am really happy that I organise this meeting so we can chat all day long





<sub>1. post the rules.
2. each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves
3. at the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal
4. then go back to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them
5. no tag backs


1. I did this tag about three-times but stil it's fun...
2. I read yaoi mangas as my bed-time stories...
3. I am nothing without my boyfriend
4. I think that a lot of my friends don't know anything about me...
5. I may look like extrovert but in fact I am very shy introvert...
6. I wish my boyfriend can read my thoughts x3
7. I think that there is a lot of people around the world so I don't support any of human-save organizations... I support only the animal-helping organizations... it's more needed!!
8. I think that people staring at me more when I wear my normal clothes than while I amwearing lolita...

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NEXT ONE

The rules are:
* Choose a singer/band/group.
* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
* Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

I choose: Gorillaz

1. Are you male or female?
Latin Simone

2. Describe yourself.
Starshine

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
We Are Happy Landfill

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Dirty Harry

5. Describe your current relationship.
Feel Good Inc.

6. Where would you want to be now?
Hong Kong

7. How do you feel about love?
Don't Get Lost in Heaven

8. What's your life like?
Rockit

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish.
Come Again

10. Say something wise.
Fire Coming Out of the Monkey's Head</sub>


no tags! be happy! but feel free to stole it xD

steampunk alterego

5 lord of the rings bookmarks

ilustration for one story for czech lolita e-magazine

some lolita pic (45%)

Damien, Gabriel and Venea in Rivendel

my angel...

I don't really kno if I wan to find some jo right now.... Hollidays is comming and I really want to spend one week with my friend on my boy friend's cottage... If I get a job I am sure that I can't go there... so damn hard...
I am so stupid I really hate myself at this moment X_x








<sub>1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
no it's hurting...

2. Do you enjoy drama?
not so much...

3. Are you a girly girl?:
I think so...

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Actually I don't remember T_T propably my boyfriend...

5. Small or large purses?:
it depents of what I need to carry...

6. Are you short?:
no for other girls, yes for my boyfriend xD

7. Do you like somebody:
I do...

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
It depents on that "someone" XD

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
I do!

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
we don't celebrate it in my country...

11. Are you double jointed?:
what is this question for?

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
I don't really know... maybe next to other 11 people... we were kind of boxed up xD

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
no...

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
No... I use nicknames or first names...

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
have no idea....

"X" Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up (mascara)
[X] I have cried at a movie theater.
[X] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[X] I like country.
[X] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.



1. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
light pink...

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
long haired :3

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
no...

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?
I do x3

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
no...

6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
No I am a goddes xD

7. Do you like your life?:
... sometimes... sometimes not...

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
no...

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
not with my own will... but yes...

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
I have no idea... it's about 50/50 I think...

11. How long have you had Facebook?:
about a month xD

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? :
No or I don't remeber it XD ^_^'''

13. What are your biggest fears?:
to being alone...

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
well... I have...

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
all the time...

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a
cheater”?:
actually I don't care at the moment...

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
sure...

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
sometimes... a famous extravagant singer... so I can wear expensive lolita brands xDD
or maybe on internet as a drawer.... but it needs a lot of work on my skills -_-

19. Are you currently missing someone?
my boyfriend -_-

This guy or that guy?

Punk/Goth or Gangster?:
both can have really nice clothes... hmmm maybe goth is better xD

Preppy or Cowboy?:
preepy...

Face or Body?:
face...

Sweet or Sexy?:
sweet

Well-educated or Dropout?:
well-educated... someone in the pair should be smart...

Blue, Green, Grey, or Brown eyes?:
I don't care

Contacts or Glasses?:
Also don't care</sub>

steampunk alterego

5 lord of the rings bookmarks

ilustration for one story for czech lolita e-magazine

some lolita pic (45%)

Damien, Gabriel and Venea in Rivendel

my angel...

I still trying to find job -_-


I saw new Star trek movie and I was like *whoa* there were awesome visual effects... I would cut of some scenes like on the beginning the scene in bar or what... it was weird... fighting for nothing... oh and the music was kinda boring... no melody stayed in my head... except the ending one a.k.a. the serial opening xD

Next week I have to go "Prčice" it means that I have to go 32km -_- I am sure that I'll die somewhere on the road and noone will help me... maybe some acting that I am an elf on a resque misson will help (damn I am weirdo xD)

I want to draw something so much but when I take some blank paper I just stupidly looking at it and draw not even a line... I hate myself for it T_T

My English is so stupid I am so sorry for ruining it... -_-''''

I need another lolita meeting... I am missing you guys in frilly dress so much....



1. Put Your itunes, windows media player, MP3player, etc on Shuffle
2. For each song, write "in my pants" after the song name
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name


<sub>1. The Dementors Converge in my pants (hell nooo!!!!!)
2. Aquarius in my pants (sounds weird xD)
3. Allways in my pants (... no way I want to be allways in my skirt...)
4. Welcome to Duloc in my pants (no Duloc in MY pants xD)
5. What you waiting for in my pants (yeah!)
6. Prayer for love in my pants (... *cough cough*)
7. The centre of the heart in my pants (yuo know what? I am not a BOY! XD)
8. Harrys wondrous world in my pants (eeeek!)
9. Shooting star in my pants (this sound.... poetic? xD)
10. Let me be with you in my pants (whahahaha)
11. Clubbed to death in my pants (omg)
12. Ichirin no Hana in my pants (well I don't want that ichirin in my pants...)
13. Drivers high in my pants (sure why not xD)
14. The right time in my pants (is...?)
15. Stranger in new days in my pants (nooo I don't want you stranger get off my pants!)
16. I'll make a man out off you in my pants (sounds like I am a sex teacher...)
17. The flying keys in my pants ( no thank you )
18. Rouge message in my pants (eeeew)
19. Alive in my pants (not only in there...)
20. By the sea in my pants (in my bikiny sounds better)</sub>

chibis of my boyfriend's family (need photos)

Pixel Damien and Gabriel for my blog (or maybe journal)

evil Gabriel (much of blood X3)

Damien and Gabriel on summer vacation (45%)

Damien, Gabriel and Venea in Rivendel

Steampunk Venea (30%)

chibi of Grief for Dra-Gon

Pics for journal (45%)

OC meme by ~rouwi (2,5/10)